What I need..

I am typng this from my phone because my laptop was stollen and my new one is not here yet. Normally, I would wait to post but I need to get things out of my mind. So please forgive me for any typos or grammar issues that may arise.

There is always a debate about what a person needs and what they want. Right now I am going to go through the list of my needs:

I need to scream at the people who are hurting me..I just for a little while not be the bigger person and punch, pound and scream out my pain at them. Instead I remain silent and try and move forward. Try not to react to seeing an ex with someone new already…

I want my exes to have to take time to get over me. It seems like every ex able to move on so easily and forget about me. I want them to suffer like i am suffering.

I  would like it if my phone would stop typing out lime for like when I swear I am hitting the k button.

I wish i didn’t need to feel physical pain in order to allow myself to cry.

I need to be able to sleep through the night.

I need to be hsppy

http://thepioneerwoman.com/blog/2010/09/ten-important-things-ive-learned-about-blogging/

I need to do this… I know that I have been sorely lacking in this arena.. there has been a lot going on and I will post about it.. I just don’t want to jinx it!

Manners and being proper..

I know that this is something that has been said for years but it really does feel like good manners and proper etiquette really has left this society. I know that I am old fashioned in this regard. But there are some things that I feel we as a society should not forget..

– If you want to do something with someone. Personally invite them. This really does show that they want you there and does not imply that they are a second thought. For example: if you are having a get together personally invite your friends. Don’t have another guest invite your friends.

-If you are in a meeting and have your phone with you. Do not answer it, and if you HAVE to answer it, take it outside of the meeting. This shows respect to those around you and allows them to continue with their conversation/meeting agenda. If you don’t you now have the whole room hostage in silence because they do not want to interrupt your phone call.

-If you are spending time with someone. Be with them, don’t pay attention to your phone. Face time is important and I feel like people are forgetting to be in the moment with the people they are with.

-Dinner time. Put your phone away. Dinner time is the time and place for you to speak to your family and find out how their day was. It is a time to connect and establish family ties. You can live without your phone for the thirty to forty five minutes it takes to eat your dinner.

If we as a society can remember even a few of these things I think we would all be in a better place.

My first comment!

I have my first comment! This makes me happy, it is silly I know. But I find it hard to believe that people would want to read what I have to write. I guess that is the funny thing about blogs. People write their thoughts and you never really know if you are just writing to yourself or if people are reading what you have to say.

A long time ago, I want to be a writer. I use to write romance novels. Then I fell in love and the day dreams that use to full my stories went away and reality set in. There are times when I think about writing again but I never know where to start and I know how hard it is to be published.

Anyways, thank you so much for the comment. Thank you for reading, and welcome to my part of the big world.

Forever.. is not forever

I have been trying to take the time and join in discussions on Fetlife. One of the recent threads I read was about when people knew they were in a relationship. Many stated it was when their mate stated that they were “theirs forever’. I looked over at my boyfriend and said.. I don’t believe in forever. He agreed with me. I have been told that I would be loved forever.

Right now, I would rather have actions more than words. I’m happy with where I am, do I want it to last a very long time. Yes I do. Do I want it to go away? No I don’t. But forever is something you really can’t promise anyone.

Forever is a promise that you will break, even if you don’t want to and even at that moment in time you do mean it.

Starting a personal blog

I started a business blog about a year ago and I hardly write in it. I do some articles and state when I have a new web design client. Lately, I have been wanting to write again on some of the things that I have been doing around the house or with friends.

So today, I decided to start a blog. I plan on posting about a wide variety of topics from cooking to gardening to other activities that I enjoy.

Hello world!

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